Without you, with you

Without my meds yesterday
It was not me, oh baby
Without my cigarettes today
It’s not me, oh darling
Without my lover tonight
It’s not me, I cry…

Without you, my dear
I fall in the dark
With you my darling
I lose in my heaven

I can’t sing a lovesong
‘Cause the melodies are wrong
I can’t smile anymore
‘Cause you’re not mine in this time
Without my meds and you
I can’t be me, it’s suck…

Without you, my dear
I fall in the dark
With you my darling
I lose in my heaven

Baby, please don’t leave me
‘Cause I’m just a man
Baby forgive me now
I’ve lsot my meds and you
I would have a new try
To show how I love you…

Darling it’s the time to forgive
I’m pray for you, please
I just want a new chance
To save our loving memories
My heart is bleeding
I need you…

Without you, my dear
I fall in the dark
With you my darling
I lose in my heaven

Truth

I’ve seen something in your eyes
You can’t tell me even the truth
It’s hiding in your eyes
It’s hanging on your tounge
You think I can’t see, what kind of man
That you are, if you’re a man at all…

You told me lies everytime
I didn’t mind it at no time
You’ve clouding up my mind
But I’m seeing the truth, in your eyes…
I think you know….
What I know….

I wouldn’t know the truth
The lies are better
They wont ever hurt me
Like you did with me…

Cant you hear my scream?!
When I’m sleeping…
I want you can hear
How much it hurts me
Everytime I see you
You on the streets….

I wouldn’t know the truth
The lies are better
They wont ever hurt me
Like you did with me…

Don’t you see, how they hate you?!
Don’t you see, your lies will kill you
The will agonize you
I just see you, I wont mind it
I want it to be true
I want it to be true…

Favourite Toy

I don’t find my place
Place next to you
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

I don’t feel the love
Love for you
Do you like that?
Do you like that?

I’m like a toy
Toy in your hands
You’d loved her
When you found me
Am I your favourite toy?
Am I your favourite toy?

I don’t want this
This painly play
Do you mind that?
Do you mind that?

I leave this circle
Circle of the devil
Do you mind that?
Do you mind that?

I’m like a toy
Toy in your hands
You’d loved her
When you found me
Am I your favourite toy?
Am I your favourite toy?

I let you down
Down into the darkness
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

Find another girl
Another girl as a toy
Would you like that?
Would you like that?

I’m like a toy
Toy in your hands
You’d loved her
When you found me
Am I your favourite toy?
Am I your favourite toy?

(5 November 2009)

You and me

I know, your heart feels
i can’t understand you feelings
You scare, you hide, but
You fell in love with
Me…Me…Me…

You don’t know what my heart feels
You should understand what I feel
I scare, I hide, but
I fell in love with
You…You…You…

You like my perfume, my smile
They’re for you like the bright light
They don’t keep you behind
It makes you feel, feel like
Me…Me…Me…

I like your smell, your smile
They’re for me like the free love
They don’t keep me behind
It makes me feel, feel like
You… You…You…

Sunshine in the dark
Love in the fight
Bright lights in your eyes
My eyes on fire, because of
You and Me…You and Me…You and Me…

I don’t know where we’re going
You don’t know where we’re going to arrive
We play a dangerous, lovely play
We both made this way, it’s between
You and Me…You and Me…You and Me…

Sunshine in the dark
Love in the fight
Bright lights in your eyes
My eyes on fire, because of
You and Me…You and Me…You and Me…

It was, it is

A secret man, he’s you
A secret person behind you.
I knew you for ages
I don’t know you nowadays.

A brightly woman, it’s me
A brightly heart inside of me
You know me for ages
You think you know me nowadays.

Only love was between us
Only hate is between us
I see you on the streets
I wish, you lose one of saturdays.

It was a shiny day
It is a depressing day
You let me down
You’re losing now

You don’t care about us
You don’t care about yourself
It’s in the feelings
It’s in the pains

Only love was between us
Only hate is between us
I see you on the streets
I wish, you lose one of saturdays.

There were fires
There were tears
Now it’s passion
Now it’s depression.

Only love was between us
Only hate is between us
I see you on the streets
I wish, you lose one of saturdays.

A secret man, he’s you
A secret person behind you.
I knew you for ages
I hate you nowadays.

A brightly woman, it’s me
A brightly heart inside of me
You know me for ages
You hate me nowadays.

(21 October 2009)

Lady of the drama

Lady of the drama is on maths
She’s sitting with the class
She isn’t intrested in that
It’s her mortifying
She’s over the clouds.

Lady of the drama
Such a drama queen
Lady of the drama
Such a selfish way

I’ve known her since her birth
She’s tried to be good many ways
And hsn’t given up yet
She’s me, but I give up now
I’m the lady of the drama

Lady of the drama
Such a drama queen
Lady of the drama
Such a selfish way

Now I’m sitting on maths
I’m not intrested in that
She wanna be a lawyer
I’d like learning drama
I need rock’n’roll…

Lady of the drama
Such a drama queen
Lady of the drama
Such a selfish way

She want to learn today
I wanna sing tonight
She’s afraid of her future
I’m afraid of human feelings
For this I run into tomorows…

It’s the painly trouble between us
The daily quarrel years ago
The only thing we hate
Afraid of our life’s drama
We’re schizophrenic…

Lady of the drama
Such a drama queen
Lady of the drama
Such a selfish way

(2009. October)

Bruised and Broken

You’ve broken hearts
You let them down
You’ve flirted all days
You leave them behind.

Bruised arms with a broken heart
Ashtray heart for you and me
Bruised  face with a broken brain
Empty brain for you and me.

You’re such a drama queen
They hate you, it’s fine
You’re so selfish, it’s OK
It keeps you now behind.

Bruised arms with a broken heart
Ashtray heart for you and me
Bruised  face with a broken brain
Empty brain for you and me.

Everytime I see you on the streets
I think on the bad ways
We’ve both ever made
Every blue nights on the screen

Bruised arms with a broken heart
Ashtray heart for you and me
Bruised  face with a broken brain
Empty brain for you and me.

You found a selfish drama queen
She le you down today
Your heart is bruised and broken
Yours is an empty ashtray heart.

Bruised arms with a broken heart
Ashtray heart for you and me
Bruised  face with a broken brain
Empty brain for you and me.

(2009. October)

Can’t be mine

I’m sitting in the snow
I’m thinking on you
I’m smoking
I’m crying
You can’t be mine
No, You can’t be mine.

You’re in my dreams
You’re in my thoughts
I can’t get and forget you
Because you live on the other side…

I would kiss you
I would miss you
I wouldn’t get you
I wouldn’t forget you
In the snow with you
Already know I lost you.

I’m not good for you
You’re a difficult person.
You’re so amazing
I’m so agonized
I think I understand you
But you don’t know my obsession.

You’re in my dreams
You’re in my thoughts
I can’t get and forget you
Because you live on the other side…

My dear obsession
You’re so distant
I feel you so close
But you don’t know my name
Your name is in my heart
Mine is in the obscureness…

I believe in my fairytale
But it didn’t come true
I’d lose my belief
It’ wouldn’t happen
I make you stay
Just it console me.

You’re in my dreams
You’re in my thoughts
I can’t get and forget you
Because you live on the other side…

You can’t cuddle me
But I need it so
You can’t kiss me
But I want it so
Please come there
Where I’m waiting alone.

I must leave now
This thoughts and you
I’m unequal to this pain
That you can’t be mine.
I had to get you
Now I have to forget you…

You’re in my dreams
You’re in my thoughts
I can’t get and forget you
Because you live on the other side…

(To B.M.)

So Suck

I thought I’d loved you
I think I don’t HATE you
I just don’t care
Don’t care about YOU.

I thought YOU were right
I think you LIED.
I will only tell YOU
Tell you, you ARE SUCK.

It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck
It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck

I thought YOU were other
Other anyone else in this town
You ARE just like others
You’re MOTHERFUCKER.

I saw him on stage, HE ‘s fine
He IS nursing back me to healt
Healthy AFTER YOU…
After you IN MY HEART.

It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck
It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck

It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck
It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck

It’s so suck, so SUCK
FOR you, because
Because I’m not YOUrs anymore
You’ll be lonely FOREVER.

YOU ‘re so coward
You ARE like this forever
You’re such A COWARD child
You’re one of god’s MISTAKEs.

It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck
It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck

It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck
It’s so suck, so SUCK
It’s so SUCK, so suck

Don’t know a thing about it (June 12th)

Crazy, craving was the desire
That today we had.
Crazy, craving was the desire
I felt me like a drab.

You seduced me soon
I don’t  mind it even then.
You beclouded my brain
I didn’t know what happen.

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.

We made what we shouldn’t make
Things’ve been happened spanking
I didn’t know what I make
I couldn’t say any right thing.

You don’t write to me…
I don’t know what there is now.
I won’t ever looking for you
You have to looking for me.

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.

That’s an intrested day
I don’t know what I feel.
I’m just so confused,
What should I do?

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.

Where are you now?
I can’t answer now…
I don’t really care.
It’s your own life.

If you’ll be together with her
I’ll know, that you lied to me.
If someone will lie to me,
I will be an avanger.

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.

We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.
We did both so many things
But don’t know a thing about it.